Since the last time I was here, writing at this blog, so many things happened and honestly it feels like it was yesterday I was sitting at dinning room with my tablet writing a few words and with head full of ideas and the will of tray the head on tracks.
If I stop my own world right now, get a lupe and look back, I can see myself surfing on the waves of time and stopping in may of 2024 – last time I wrote here, I’m sure I would tell myself: “Just get ready”. Yes, life took a weird path and I didn’t understood back in time, but now I can see it, it’s just how life works, one day you may be here and another day not. Things change in a blink of an eye and it’s okay.
In this past few months, I cried, I laughed, I chopped off my hair, let ir grew again, I lost some weight, I saw people walking away from my life, cut of some ties, traveled to places I didn’t even knew existed, even living just a few hours away. I lived a life I wished, I saw myself to take advantage of the situation and learn a lot lessons, in the end, life is all about it, right?
If with this means I may come back to write here, yes, I hope so. I really enjoy the time I can separate to myself and let the creativity in my head run freely through my fingers and translate one single though into new ideas and words and posts. Writing makes me feel good about myself, makes me realize how much I like it and how much I need it too.
For today I will answer the automatic prompt suggestions, just because is fun to look back in a few years and see what I would write different now.
The first one, the biggest one I can remember, was when I was a child and was late noon, I was sitting at living room with my parents and brother, the local news on tv was announcing something was over, but 4years old me, couldn’t understand. The images were people crying and hugging each other, while I was asking my mom why people were crying and some were smiling happily, she said to me, “The wall fell down”. That was the fall of Wall of Berlin.
Fast forward to years later, I went to Berlin with my mom and daughters, I saw part of the wall, was a bittersweet emotion I felt, because the Wall of Berlin was the first big event I can remember, of course as a child I couldn’t never ever imagine one day I would have a life and family in Germany, but there I was, looking to what was left from the Wall, looking back to my own childhood and the path that led me there.


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